I’m having a really good day today, everything feels great music sounds better, even food tastes better, I’m optimistic even with my extremely busy schedule today. I finally went to the doctors last week after 10 years of neglecting my worsening mental health issues. I haven’t been diagnosed with anything, waiting on bloodwork and for my follow up this week. I am pretty certain I have a mood disorder because today I feel like I’m floating on a cloud and everything is wonderful for no reason. But not even a week ago I almost broke my hand out of extreme anger for no reason. But today is a good day. They come only so often but i feel great.