So for about a couple months now, my mental health has been deteriorating. I’m pretty young so my parents won’t believe me when I say something like, “hey I think I have a problem.” Anyways, what’s my problem are my emotions. They are constantly changing rapidly. For example, I was talking to a friend , having a good time, until I felt so upset to the point I wanted to hurt someone. (I would never really hurt anyone though.) And this is something I can sorta control though. If I’m with a friend and I start feeling different, I can just play it off and actually feel the emotion I’m trying to play off, but as soon and I’m alone I go insane. Sometimes I’ll feel crazy and laugh violently to myself, and other days I feel extremely anxious and self conscience. Sounds a lot like bipolar, right? I don’t think that’s the case though. Why is tat? Well, I just feel like it may be something worse, (not saying I’m ‘better’ than bipolar people.) I used to think it was just social anxiety, because I feel so embarrassed if I even make a noice when people like, 20 ft away are talking. Anyways, I’m kinda rambling so I’m just gonna stop. Any clue as to what’s wrong with me?