I’m just tired and sad and I’m tired of being sad. Sad because I’m tired and I just want it all to go away. I don’t know what I’m saying and I don’t expect anyone to respond or understand but I’m so sad and tired. I’m trying to go to bed but I can’t stop crying and all I wanna do is just run as far as I can. But I can’t leave because everyone depends on me to be happy. Running makes me happy but when I run people say I’m too slow or I suck at it. There’s no purpose to this post other than me just ranting and hoping someone’s listening. My friend is waiting for me to text them back but I don’t want to because they’re probably happier that I’m not bothering them. How can I just leave without killing my self. Killing myself is bad and it’s wrong and too many people will follow me. I’m just sad. Sorry if I’m confusing but I’m just writing everything that’s going through my head and not expecting people to understand. I don’t know why I’m writing in a post that people can see rather than in a diary. I think I just want some human to hear my thoughts. Thanks for reading.