Things were finally going my way. Just got my first interview for a job after 2 months of job hunting and I get fucked again. This time it was my dad, he promised to help me with a car. Ya know something cheap that moves until I can get on my feet and have some money. Well looks like not anymore! He decided to buy himself a car and even took another swipe and gave his old car to my brother! So now I have a interview but no car to regularly get there, even if I get the job. I try to hard and I’m so ready to just give up and give in to my self harm urges and ed again.