I am 20 and have depression and anxiety with a moderate case of memory and attention loss. I am looking for help in identifying a condition I have that none of the psychotherapists, psychiatrists, and neurologists have been able to figure out. First let me say that my psychiatrist has determined I have treatment resistant depression. Medication and therapy are ineffective. I want to know if anyone has experience with or knows if there’s a name to a condition I have where for days or weeks at a time my ability to learn and remember are severely impacted but barely working. Then for days or weeks at a time I lose all motivation, my memory and attention are almost completely gone and don’t work, and I forget large amounts of information in a short period of time to the point where having conversations is difficult and frustrating because I space out and forget what we are talking about mid conversation several times. My MRI brain scan shows nothing abnormal. The mental health professionals seeing me right now are asking their colleagues for help but they are at a loss too.