I liked a girl who I was very good friends with. We decided to stay as friends and it was good. After a while, we had a fight and random gossip started floating in college and she had blocked me off everything. This was all my fault tho
A year later I text her. She tells she’s not comfortable talking to me. I kinda pressurise her and she blocked me off every way of contact.
I’m still not able to stop loving her or hate her in any way. She called me 1. a terrible human being, 2. said she has 0 respect for me, 3.told me I spread rumours (when I actually didn’t), 4 called me a liar, 5. asked me to stop bothering her 6. asked me to stop messaging her
I fucking love her and think about all I could have done differently. I knew she had a boyfriend when I told her and she doesn’t anymore and she never did in those 1.5yrs. I just wanna talk to her and have fun times like before, that’s all. I don’t care about a relationship and I never did, that’s why I told her even after knowing. I just don’t know what to do. I just think about all I could have done differently and cry (multiple times a day even). I don’t know what to do. It just seems to get worser everyday.