I really need someone I can talk to who night be able to help me. I feel so overwhelmingly sad that it feels like there is a lump in my chest. I don’t want to get up in the mornings I don’t want to do anything. The challenge of facing each new day seems harder and harder and I have no one I can talk to. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to exist anymore either. I just want everything to stop and I don’t know how to carry on. I’m ruining my relationship with my boyfriend who I care about more than anything and I don’t want to do this to him anymore. It’s not fair. Please help, I’m willing to try almost anything at this point just to feel okay.