It works like this :
If I listen to goth music for instance, I’ll hate rock music. If I listen to rock music, I’ll hate my goth music.
Then it goes further. If I listen to goth music I’ll only watch ‘goth films’ and read books but hate video games, but if I listen to rock, ill play video games and hate books and goth films.
This depends on my mood but if I listen to goth I’ll want a different future for myself compared to if I listen to rock music. I’m more optimistic with rock music.
What’s wrong with me exactly? It’s impossible for me to like both. Like super hard. What can I do??