So I’m incredibly bitter towards women. I’ve been single my entire life when objectively Im not that bad looking but I think the personality detracts hard. Here’s what happened today and at previous jobs;
Today, a girl at work in my department who is quiet, pretty and always polite left a knitted heart on my desk. I rarely speak to her but I thought it was really nice and made me feel good. Looked around 5 minutes later and everyone in our booth has one. I’m seething, and now I get a huge feeling a hate every time I look at her. Which I guess is the opposite effect that was intended.
at my previous job, I thought I was getting along fine with a girl from work. We were abit flirty for a few weeks. Following that, she kissed another colleuge on a night out. From that, I made a point of not talking to her or looking at her for the 6 months following until I quit. Even when it was well passed and those colleagues weren’t seeing each other anymore I just felt hate, lots of hate.
I’ll add more later – my 10 min break is about to end – help.